Who said nights were for sleeps?

Quick review.

2011-04-27T11:16:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!

Its been awhile since I last blogged on anything yea? Gosh. But yeah, ive been really busy with my new job and all. Kinda got too caught up with everything that has been going on. Alot of things happened these past few weeks. I cried and laugh. I was heartbroken and still trying my best to mend everything up. One thing i can never lie, it hurts. My heart hurts so bad. But then again, im not in the mood to write down on that, so yeah.

Besides me being sad and all, I am also very happy with my life. Life is treating me good these days and im grateful for that. Thank you Allah (: Im starting to love my job and all the people that has to do with my job. Im starting to get to know people in the office and all. Its a very new and good environment for me. I love it!

However, I am still really really sad about some stuff. Espcially about loosing my own Part-time lover and a full time friend. I am very good in acting and covering my feelings from other people. Just so you know, doesnt mean that the people around you smily and be happy all the time whenever yr with them are really happy. For people like me, I tend to be more talkative and friendly when im upset because i live talking to people and all and somehow, it helps. It helps me alot to think about the positive side of every each of my problems.

To me, I prefer to keep my problems to myself rather than being emo and all infront of the people around me. If i feel like crying also i would just tahan or anything and whenever im alone, ill cry. Thats just how i am, thats why.

But anyways yea, i gtg. I got meeting to attend tmrw early in themorning. Talk to you soon okay people!

Loves;
Fa.

-.-

2011-03-06T04:32:00.000-08:00

Aku berdendam. Aku marah. Aku Sakit. Aku benci. Sumpah.

Perlu ke semua ini? Patut ke aku buat macam ni? Berbaloikah?

Aku tak peduli. Aku mahu mereka semua sakit jugak.

Amalan syaitan: marah. dendam. benci.

Kenapa aku kene lalui semua ini? Aku cuma mahu gembira, sentiasa dengan orang2 yang aku harapkan sayang aku balik. Itu je. Kenapa orang yang aku sayang tak sayang aku balik? Buat aku macam patung? Apa perasaan aku ini tak penting untuk kau kah?

MUNGKIN.

Boleh jadi gila macamni -.-'

:)

2011-02-25T11:24:00.000-08:00

Jangan menangis Fa! Yr a strong girl! Ingat lah, apa yang jadi ni semua ada hikmah. Sakit sekarang senang kemudian. Awak kene ingat Fa, awak tau bende yang awak buat ni untuk kebaikan diri awak. Maybe sakit sangat tapi dari situ lah awak belajar apa itu hidup. Awak menangis semua takde guna, lagi sakit kan? Memang betul awak taktau apa hasil semua ni. Awak yang mintak semua ini awak kene tanggung risiko. Awak tau kenapa awak buat semua ni. Awak tau bende ni untuk jadikan awak lagi kuat. Untuk korang kuat. Kalau nak tahan lama kene sakit. Buat apa hidup berpura-pura. Happy ke awak sebelum ni? Happy ke awak sekarang? Happy ke awak dgn decision awak nanti? Awak mmg tktau semua tu kan? Sabar Fa, kuatkan semangat. Ingat lah, Allah selalu and sentiasa ada. Mintak petunjuk Allah, mintak kuatkan semangat. Mintak dapatkan penyelesaian. Mintak ditenangkan jiwa. Mintak kuatkan iman. Awak pun tau Allah maha besar maha berkuasa. Awak ingat lah semua tu ok. Insya Allah awak akan tenang and awak bole harungi semua ni. Sakit tu biasa, manusia semua akan rasa mcmtu. Mengajar kite jadi matang dan lg mengenal dunia. Anggap semua ujian Allah ni ade himah semuanya. Allah sayang akan hamba-hambanya. Ingat Fa, untuk kebahagiaan awak kene sacrifice. Tak kesah apa pun. Yang penting kepercayaan kepada tuhan tu ada. Seminggu sakit, awak akan tau kenapa. Seminggu sakit, awak akan rasa tak sia-sia. Mungkin hasil die baik mana tau, ahamdulillah syukur. Dan kalau tak baik, selesaikan dalam keadaan yang baik. Amik semua itu jadikan pedoman dan tunjuk ajar. Insya Allah ada jodoh tak kemana. Rezeki semua Allah yang bagi. Cuma kita je yang patut menilai semua itu. Dah Fa, tenang sayang. Awak tau awak kuat kan? Senyum, jangan sedih.

SAYA SAYANG DIRI SAYA KAN FA :)

Lovely February :)

2011-02-14T03:21:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!

Ive not been updating my blog for quite some time already and im sorry my dear bloggers :) I actually kinda got addicted to my new account in Tumblr. Feel free to follow me there: cholerico8.tumblr.com

Hohoyeahh I am currently loving February because it started off really well. First I went to PD for a family gathering for 3days 2nights in Kayns Resort. At first i was abit not-looking-forward on going for this vacation but then it turns to be AWESOME! We gathered up 5 generations of the DIINAH's Family and guess what, Im the 4th generation. You can imagine how many all of us there in PD. We kinda like own the resort for that whole 3days. Lol. We had some games that we played together and obviously the best part is getting to know my second cousins. Some of them turned out to be friends of my friends. Well, it is a small world anyways ;) By the end of the vacation we bonded really well and yes we are still in contact. Good family relation certainly made our Grandma's, Grandpa's and our Auntie's and Uncle's really happy :) Dont worry, we're gonna take good care of the family by not forgetting our family relation :D And then again, the 3days vacation was AWESOME! I had fun, i certainly did :D

So the next best part of february i had was on the 5th of February where i went straight from PD to The Curve Damansara for a Bestfriends Reunion. This is the group of bestfriends i had while i was in Perak. The girls were my housemates and the guys were my coursemates and my bestfriends in Perak. We had our dinner at IKEA(superb meatballs NYUM! I actually really wanted to eat the DAIM CAKE however that day wasnt my day after all, they dont have it on sale :( Ohwell the dissapointment was then recovered after i had the lovely cathing up time with the girls! Ohmy, i missed them so much! We barely see each other now because everyone is so busy with everything. So yeah. We then bought a friendship ring for each of us and yes its B E A U T I F U L L! hihi. After all that havoc-ness we made at The Curve, we had to go. Some went straight hme and some followed me because i had to go and help out my sister at her shop. Oh yeah, i didnt promote any of you guys on my Family Western Food shop is it?
Ill do that after i post this blog up okay? :) So yeah, the reunion went really well even we didnt had all the time we wanted but yeah having the time to see them and spend time with them really made me happy. Thank you guys for everything. Friends Forever, I Love You! :)

Okay so the next dy after that which was on the 6th of February, i went for a tea time session with my beloved Best Girlfriends, Nicole Main Jeswena Chahil Fatin Muhiddin Fara Adiba and last but not least Nur Shahira Romli :) They asked me to meet them up at Fullhouse in Sunway Pyramid and so i did ( Eventhough i had some difficulties the other day, the girls know wht i mean ;) ) So yeah we as usual we did some cacthing up stories and of course, the normal thing we do, gossip. And then they suprised me with a birthday cake which was really NYUM looking, LOL. They all sang happy birthday and all and yes i was suprised. So tht was about it i guess. I didnt expect the cake actually but yeah Thank you girls! I love you so much! and thanks for being there for me all the time girls, you really are part of my life :D

Okay then on the 8th of February which was my Birthday sharp at twelve my Baby suprised me two box of Cupcakes Chic with different flavours and Ohmy its Yummayyhhh :D He suprised me at Patio btw with all the candles and all but yeah it was really sweet. I love you baby :) Oh and thats not just about it, around 4pm on that day he picked me up at home and brought me to Sunway Pyramid for a quality time togther. He treated me with Cone Pizza, Tutti Fruiti and he bought me a shirt from Cotton On. He actually bought me a present already which is a bluetooth headset which he gave to me few days before my birthday ;p Hihi. And then we dropped by Patio to meet up with Fara for she called saying that she wanted to see me and guess what, she gave me birthday present :D It was a pair of earings and a animal print scarf from DIVA. Thank you faraaaa I Love it so much :D so then by 830 we arrived at Victoria Station in Taipan for dinner. He was being so romantic that day and hihi he made me smile all night long! After dinner he then suprised me a big Chocolate Indulgence cake from Secret Recipe and the whole crew of the VS sang a happy birthday song for me. Isnt he the sweetest? Awww I Love you baby! Thank you for everything i appreciate it alot! That day was super AWESOOME :D

So yeah, thats about that i guess. Had some other stuff happened these past few days but i malas to type already. Hihi Hope you had fun reading! Till then peeps!

Loves;
Fa.

Secrets.

2010-12-10T09:08:00.000-08:00

Hey.

Apparently things are getting more tense than ever. Lagi kita mengelak lagi banyak bende yang kita simpan tanpa kita sedar kan? How far and long can you go acting like this? At some point i can see that yr tynna be like the new you just to prove me wrong however most of the time the truth is that you keep on showing the old you, the You that i was so madly in love with before. So why do you want to prove me wrong? Why do you have to pretend. Y not a bad guy, I know you so well darling. So dont ty to push yself to be one. The one most thing you love and simply enjoy doing it also y trynna let go. Does any of this makes you happy? Do i make you happy? For the first time i think yr not happy being with me, i so cant believe im saying that. I just have this feeling where i think yr acting this way and not letting me go just because of yr too afraid of not having someone there all the time. Besides yr bestfriends i mean. Yr bored and you just need company and you know that i will always be there for you. I sthat true? Becuase if its not please tell me. Please correct me. Its killing me day by day when yr not trynna solve anything. Arent we suppose to start slow and new? What are we doing now? I wanted to be just friends just like how you wanted at first but you changed yr mind. You didnt want that. You wanted the old us, without other things. Just us, plain us to be exact. Dont you find it plain? Flat? Like not alive? You keep on with yr job taking care of me and im doing mine as well but somehow relationship just doesnt work that way. We're losing our passion for love sayang. Thats the most important thing. I just miss the moment where you hold my hands and softly saying I Love You. You wanted us to stop that but I just cant. Ikut hati I nak je cakap I Love You every single minute when im with you because that is exactly how i feel whenever yr around or not around. All the time. But im feeling that sometimes you care and sometimes you dont. Stop pushing and pulling me again please baby. It hurts so bad. This feeling where I know i have you physically but i dont have you mentally. And knowing the fact that yr always around but you cant literally tell and confess how you feel sucks. I so badly miss you, I miss the old us baby. Why are you not trying to let the past go? Yr asking me to but yr the one who's not letting it go. Look forward like mummy said, bukak buku baru. Jangan ingat langsung benda lepas. I need you more than anything, just so you know. I need all the support you can give and all the love you can give. Just like before. Not based on our status only but heart to heart also baby. I hope you get what im trynna say here. Its just a confession which is a secret that i kept inside, alone. All i wanted to tell you is that I still Love you very very very much no matter what happens ill always be here for you. I love you Baby Boo :')

Loves;
Fa.

Shits.

2010-12-05T12:37:00.000-08:00

Theres been alot of things happening in my life, before and still. Im so not in the mood to blog but then i need to just write up something. I cried my eyes out tonight for a had one of the worst fight with two of my beloved people in my life. I had so much to say so much to let out but all i get is the blame. Everything is on me. Im sorry for hurting Everyone especially the ones that i love. I miss Umie Abah so much eventhough I know i can never do anything much about it. I just realised that i have No one to talk to actually. No one. I called someone that i thought would be the best in hearing me out and would make me feel better but guess what, it turns out to be the other way around. I got the blame, again. I know what i did was wrong but like you said, How can we gain people respect if people dont even have the respect for us? How can people say I dont have the respect when all these while I was the one who had to put up with everyone's moodswings and anger and I had to keep it a secret. How can people say I dont appreciate them when Im the one who's trying so hard to settle things even it hurts like hell and even begged for everything to just come together. How can people say I never had the courtesy to go and tell about what i really feel when all they do is letting their anger, burden, problems and everything on me? I tried my very best to keep everyone out from any of my problems and give in more to the others for their problems but at the end all i get is the blame? You told me everyone has their limits but what about me? Am i the kind of person who doesnt have any feelings at all? Am i that bad? Ive been taking care of people's feeling for too long. I was raised that way remember? You asked me to think about what i did and stuff but what about you? What about other people? What about how everyone around me treated me since before until now? How they yelled how they forced me to do everything for them? How they called me names and whatsoever? I do have feelings you know. Maybe I dont cry infront of you, maybe i dont go to people and tell them my probs, maybe i look happy all the time and maybe i never tried to be sad infront of everyone but that doesnt mean i dont have any feelings. I do its just the fact that Im not used to letting it go others and Its hard for me to cry infront of people. I know by being able to keep it to yrself is not good but how am i suppose to change? Its just, Me. You said I Never had any respect for anyone before right? Maybe I did loose my respect to some but never to the ones i love. Never to let it out on you people. Never to drag other people into my oown probs. I may have not been talking as nice as others girls would and i may not have the right tone to talk to people but again, thats how i was raised as. Its in the family but i dont blame them, I wanted to change myself but can you atleast give me some time or maybe you should know how to confront me in a better way first? Your the one who's having issues with me so why cant you talk nicely? I wasnt yelling I wasnt being rude. I even smiled at you. As me being the youngest in the family doesnt mean that you can just be mad or yell at me just like that. It started off with a very small issue but like he said, maybe its because of you kept it for too long and have reach your limit. But its like all the time, how can you say you have limits all the time? Its okay, Only god knows how hurt i feel since beofre until now. Only god knows. Im truly sorry for eveything, i really do mean it. But dont just think about your anger think about my feelings too. Im really trying. If only i could cut open my heart and show my heart to everyone, you would be disgusted of how torn and hurt it is. Its my fault, im taking the blame for everything. Dont worry, You are still one of my loved ones and i will forever love you. You and you, THANKS for being there for me, and thanks for everything. I can never be as good as mature as you i know that. Bukan terduduk baru terngadah tapi taknak nasi jadi bubur. I dont wanna lose my loved ones that why im letting it go, taking everything in.You guys are the best, yes but sometimes you just dont get it how to be at my place. I dont rebel. I dont sabotage. You know im not that type. Im really sorry for dissapointing you. Im a total selfish loser. Take care, Goodnight.

Loves;
Fa.

another chit chat :)

2010-07-16T00:56:00.000-07:00

hello!

I am currently in the library with my classmates. We're having english class now. Suppose to make a research on any article but then i took some time to go online.hehe. Oh anyways i have a new cat name 'beebo'. Me & my girls took her home from a restaurant nearby our house. Shes actually a stray cat but a very adorable one indeed!hihi. Luckily all the girls in our house loveeeee cats so i dont think beebo have to worry much.she'll get all the love she needs :) ok thts it for now. Gotta do some research now. Loves!

fa :)

perak!

2010-07-04T22:09:00.000-07:00

hi!

I am currently staying in seri iskandar perak. Mohon kolej tak dpt so me n my girls decide nak sewa ruma je. Mula2 fikir cm takut je duduk luar but bila da sampai n tgk ruma, wah wah terus lupa sume.haha! Best! Rumah baru, tkpena org duduk lg, fully furnish w fridge washing machine dapur tv katil tilam sume ade n the best part is tht toilet die tak pena ade org guna, hihi br be st. Anyways, gtg fr now, will be updating soon yea?

loves;
fa.

Weekends.

2010-06-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hello hello hello Everyone!

I should be sleeping by now but my eyes wont go to sleep. How la How? Haaa Im going to Melaka tommorow morning for a One Day Road Trip with my Bestfriends :D Cant wait!

Anyways, Amira Kong is back in Malaysia yaw!! We're happy that yr back in town babe but sadly me & Fatin wont be around Selangor for quite some time. Oh well esok lepak lah puas-puas! :D :D

Im going back to Perak this coming Saturday :( Kenapaaaalaaa da kene balik? Haihhh. Memang rindu gilaaaaaa kat The Uitm Besties but but but tanak Homesick lagiiii :'(

Oh well what to do, for the sake of my studies && future! Gotta double-up my effort to raise up my pointer! Hehe ;)

Oh & btw, to whoever that is interested in going for the Fourian Fair that would be held at SMK USJ 4 this saturday & would like to buy coupons PLEASE let me know okay? Im selling it RM20 for one whole set! There would be alot of small booths, games, rumah hantu && artist performances such as Yuna. Please do come && support! Maybe we could hang around && chat aite? Ill be going back to Perak right after the carnival. Let me know yea people? Loves!

So, till then peeps!

Fa.

Semalam.

2010-06-23T10:48:00.000-07:00

People!

This is what happened when Boredom Strikes && my Vain Mood comes! Lol. I started camwhoring while Bb & Jes started to have this chat while waiting for Jeswena's dad to pick her up infront of my house. Dont blame me, I was Bored! Hahaha! But i deleted most of them because i was using Bb's phone , Haha. Sorry Bb, I Loveeee You! :) But i did saved two but i prefer to post only one. Nanti korang bosan tgk muka i ;p ;p Lagi-lagi Bb, Hahaha!

Note for Bb:
Bb tinggal i kat rumah bosan :((

Fa.

Updating!

2010-06-23T09:47:00.001-07:00

I went to log in for my Formspring.me just now & there's this question on 'If i were to be a celebrity for a day who would i choose?'. I gave it a long thought because for the first time i realise i don't have anyone that is a Celebrity that I Adore like gilaaaa adore! Lol. But then there are some that i like lahh en. So disebabkan bosan yang teramat sangat Im like super Rajin nak upload gmba-gmba dorang. Enjoy :D

#First.

Zooey Deschanel: Super Cute,has very good taste in Fashion & the Coolest Hollywood Actress Ever! :D

#Second.

Jaden Smith: OMG isn't he Adorable like Extra Adorable? & He's very very Talented! Oh & Backoff girls, He's MINE! hihi :D

#Third.

Scha Alyahya: One very very talented Malaysian Star. I adore her, i simple love her face attitude & whatever that has to do with her :D

I think thats it kut? LOL. Ade lagi but these are the top 3's Kut? Hihi. This is the problem when you dont have a Favourite Artist. Haha. Nnot that important pun But sukaaaa je :)

Till then peeps!

Fa.

Fathers Day!

2010-06-20T09:34:00.001-07:00

BR Ice-Cream Cake! Nyum!

Bismillahhh :)

Comel en en en :D

The sweetest thing Ever!

We Love You Abah!

So,
Since yesterday was Fathers Day, Umie planned to gather everyone up to celebrate Abah's Day, Hihi! Umie wanted everyone to be there even the in-laws but sadly Angah, Abang Firdaus, Fatin & Abangchik couldnt be there. So it was just us, Me Abah Umie Along Abang Nizam & Kaklang & OH Kak Dina with her Friend who came to our house at right time to join the celebration :D Umie was abit dissapointed at first because she expected everyone to be there by Maghrib time because she thought of nak Berjemaah together but then they arrived home abit late so lepas dah semayang Maghrib everyone gathered up for Yassin & a small tahlil. Lepas Isya' i went to the kitchen to suprise Abah with our Ice-cream Cake that Along bought earlier. Abah senyumm je Alalala ;p Comel en anak-anak Abah niii? HIHI :D So lepastu, everyone ate the cake & it was YUMMY! Oh n we ate Pulut Kuning that Umie made specially for the celebration and again, another Yummy Meal! Best gilaaa makan sedap-sedap cmni ;) So that was that lah kut. Wish Peluk Cium Abah sume & Hey it was Awesome eventhough it wasnt some Big Celebration ke apa. Sayang yang lain takde. Hm, so anyways just wanna let you know Abah that we LOVE you! Credits to Umie for planning everything up, we LOVE you too Umie! :D

p/s: Sorry for the quality of pictures, guna phone camera je. Anyways, Enjoy!

Fa.

The BEST!

2010-06-20T01:10:00.001-07:00

HAPPY FATHERS DAY ABAH!

You have been a Great Father to Us Family and the Best Father in the World! I Love You So Much! May god bless you in everything you do & stay healthy always. You have sacrificed ALOT for our family. You have been really patient dealing with our Family problems. You brought up our Family very well & we can never do something like what you did for us. I may not have been the greatest daughter to you but I am thankful & Proud to be your daughter & certainly I appreciate Every single thing that you have done for me. Im sorry for all of my hurtful acts thay might or may have hurt you. I can never repay anything that you have done for me because it is all Priceless! But I promise to be a good daughter to you & Umie & i will never abandon both of you for any reason in the future. No one can ever replace you because you're the Best Father anyone could ever have! Stay cool Abah, I LOVE YOU!!

Fa.

Love Note.

2010-06-19T12:14:00.000-07:00

Baby.

"You're my Favourite thing about Life!"

#I don’t want to become another girl you had a “thing” with. I don’t want to become someone you used to know. I don’t want to see you look at another girl the way you used to look at me. I want to be the girl you fall in love with and can never find another girl to replace. I want to be the girl you grow up with and share the best memories with. I want to be the girl who everyone thinks you’re going to end up marrying because of how perfect we are together.

Sincerely, Fa.

Relaxing Saturday.

2010-06-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello Hello!

So today was err relaxing for me, i guess? Nothing much happened, just went to Putrajaya with my parents for a wedding and drove to Pj with Fatin to meet Bb & Rachel. Planned to watch Bb main futsal but then i lambat sangat sampai so tak sempat. Kesian Bb, hm sorry b. Anyways, i kinda got lost around Pj area so Bb had to come & showed me the way out. We went to OU after that because Rachel had something to do there so she asked us to teman & so we did. Time flies,
by 615 we went back. Rachel chose to stay with her friends so yeah we went back. Sampai ruma borak-borak kejap dgn Bb depan rumah then die balik. Tu jela kut? Heh. Ni tengah tunggu die habis futsal & datang ruma i nak makan sekali. Lapaaaaa da ni. Bb cepat balik! Hehe. Okay thats it for now lah Okay. Asal panas gila oh skang ni? Berpeluh-peluh da ni! Hm. Anyways, hoping that tmrw will be a better day :) Btw, I miss Muzaaaaaaaaaaa! Haihhh -.-

Fa.

My One & Only.

2010-06-18T12:06:00.000-07:00

#Muzakkir Abdul Ghani.

This guy here, he's my Everything. I dont know where to start seriously but all i can say is that I am Madly In Love with Him. I used to be the type of girl who gets bored easily & would just leave a guy just like that without any regrets. I have this feeling, You know this feeling when You know that this one person is the Right one for you? Yeah, i felt that for the first time with him. Im not sure why & what made me love him so much. Hes just an ordinary guy just like every guy, he has lots & lots of friends. He loves Football & trust me, Football is like Everything to him, er besides me. LOL. We argue like all the time but still we manage to keep hold on to each other. Im not sure whether its too early for me to say all this but seriously i dont give a damn about what other people wanna say because only god knows how much i Love him. We've been together for only 3 month now but still it feels like i knew him my whole life. He has a Great Family which i adore & he himself is a one Great guy. Hes absolutely wonderful eventhough he tends to annoy me at times but hell yeah he loves me ;p Only both of us know hows our Relationship works. He can get jealous easily & sometimes it hurts to know that he gets upset just because of me. I dont know why but anything & evrything he does effects me alot. Im happy if he's happy, Im sad if he's sad, Im angry if he's angry, Ill go crazy if he's crazy, Ill laugh if he's laughing. O-kay i know i sound like a freak but seriously it does effect me! GOD! Ive never spent alot of times with any guy as much i did with him. Whenever im back in Subang he'll try to be there to see me Every single day even if its only for awhile. Eventhough im like grounded or something, he would come & join me & my family at home or he would just buy any snacks for me & send it to my house. Whenever i need any help in anything such as transportation or just needed a friend to accompany me he would be the first one to be there. I know he is my boyfriend but he is also my Friend when im in need of one. Even my girls felt weird because ive never spent most of my time with any guy before and never in my life i would go Oh Lovey Dovey in public such as calling him Sayang or aww Baby I miss you! infront of my friends. Lol. Anyways, its good to know when you finally feel appreciated by someone and its a Great feeling when you know that the person who you love the most loves you back and he's there All the time. I used to feel really jealous of my other girls when i see them with their boyfriends & when they have a very long term relationship. I used to hate girls who go crazy over their boyfriend's & i used to hate myself for getting bored easily & not being able to stay long with any guy. And Hey Look at Me! Ive changed :D Tulaaa, mulut masin ;p I dare to say that without him, Im Nothing. Im finally, falling for someone that is worth loving. Bb, ive told you before but ill just say it again, I Love You & its Only You. I really wanna work this out and i am so not into any guys at all becuase all i see is You Muzakkir. Thanks for being my Boyfriend, Thanks for being my friend, Thanks for being my Brother, Thanks for being my Man but most of all Thanks for Loving Me. I Love You, Forever.

"To infinty & Beyond!"
(You know what i mean kan bb? Hihi. )

Fa.

Beloved Family.

2010-06-18T10:38:00.000-07:00

ONE.

#Abah & Umie:
Seriously you are the Best & yes i mean it. I can never repay for Everything that you have sacrificed for me. You two raised me until im all grown up young & healthy. True I have created alot of problem to our Family but ive learned alot from my mistakes. Im grateful that you never lose faith in me until now. Im truly Sorry for any of my hurtful act that might or may have hurt you. No one can ever replace both of you because certainly you are the best Parents anyone can every have. I Love You.

TWO.

#Along:
The eldest in the family, very very annoying when she gets cracked out. SOON to be me a MUM! awwwh :) Trust me, shes the most annoying sister ever! But i still absolutely love you Gemok! HAHA

THREE.

#Angah:
2nd child in the family. Dah ade BABY daaa :D Fatin comel gilaaa! hihi. She is the most discipline sister among us and she can be very very very Strict with us siblings. Its good to know there is someone who is serious & we know that she can take care of a family well. I get scold by her the most but i know its because she cares and yes I love you Angah :)

FOUR.

#Kaklang:
This 3rd sister of mine is the most clumsy-est in the family, HAHA. She can talk really really fast i mean like FAST, lol. Shes the closest to me among my sisters because we stay in the same room , wth. She can get really annoying at times and we fight/argue almost all the time! LOL. Dont worry kaklang, Fa syg awak. alalala HAHA

FIVE.

#Abangchik:
My one & only brother, i mean Real brother. The only boy in our family. The only one who can cook really well but he is certainly have the most laziest bumm ever! Lazy brother he is. Umie calls him 'Kelawar' sbb jaga malam siang tidur. HAAA i love my brother whos trynna be a playaaarrr, LOL.

SIX.

#Abang Nizam & Abang Firdaus, Welcome to our Family. Please please please take good care of my two sisters & please please please make beautiful babies! Hihi.

#Fatin Nurbatrisyia, WELCOME! You are very very very adorable & we Love you!

CONCLUSION:
I absolutely Love my Family, ALOT! We've been through alot but still WE manage to keep our bond strong. This bond is called Family Love Bond and it will stay strong, Forever.

#Dr. Mohd Hazim's Family: I LOVE.

HELLO !

2010-06-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

HI!

I deleted all of my old post. Im starting new & fresh for this blog. No use saving the past that doesnt do me any good. Im new & fresh & will try to update it constantly (i hope) lol. Till then peeps :D

Loves;
fa.